so purple... so like, i decided to use the upbeat layout for this thing. my sister told me to use the romeo and juliet one for this one cos its supposed to have more angst. let this thing be a huge contradiction. haha! actually, i used the romeo and juliet one for the princess sparkles blog cos that layout's done already. this one is still under construction. this layout doesn't even have a theme! plus, the i can't find a compatible font color:(
i watched LEMONY SNICKET'S A Series of Unfortunate Events with my brother yesterday. He's back from his little mountain adventure. i totally like it... I don't know why he didn't appreciate it at all. He's such a dude! i'm so crushing on Klaus right now. he's like, uber smart and hot! gaaaaaaaaah! be still my heart!
my brother's cooking porkchops for me. he's so nice today. maybe he's doing that cos he woke me up uber early just to bug me... hmm... nah! he's just being thweet. haha!
we're gonna watch skeleton key in his room. we're gonna eat lunch there. fun! :) i think we're gonna watch SPANGLISH too. let the movie marathon begin... :)
i'll just update this later... :)
ciao
bella!
+Wednesday, November 02, 2005+
Since i have a lot of time right now, i decided to write a blog entry for this blog as well...
i didn't write a single blog entry for the month of october... i kinda like the layout of this blog so i'm probably gonna write more entries for this one.
hmm... what to write... what to write...
to be honest, i really have nothing to blog about... what does one write in her second blog?
ooh! sarah and ella told me to watch sisterhood of the travelling pants. they said that it was a must see movie. sarah let me borrow her dvd last thursday. since we didn't exactly have a lot of homework that day, i decided to watch it right away. though it may have a weak plot and pretty shallow story, i guess i still found it nice. it wasn't a total waste of time. maybe its because i am a shallow teeny bopper like them so i kind of connect with the story a little bit better than some oldies. or maybe i liked the fact that it persuaded people to believe in a such a thing as magic... that a pair of pants could lead us to discover something great such as love, clarity or the rekindling of old bonds that were formed long before.
oh yeah! i've also been listening to senti songs the whole day. i guess it doesn't feel right to listen to rock songs in such a gloomy day. have you ever heard the song Hanging By A Moment? i don't know why but, for some reason, i'm kind of digging the lyrics of that song.
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me
Now I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and I'm not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That could change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and I'm not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
Just hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment here with you
Newly discovered old songs:
Tea & Symphony--> I love Jars of Clay!
Hey Jealousy
Till I Hear It From You-->such a tragic song this one...
As Long As It Matters--> uber nice lyrics
TEA & SYMPHONY
Fare thee well
Trade in all our words for tea and sympathy
Wonder why we tried, for things that could never be
Play our hearts lament, like an unrehearsed symphony
Not intend
To leave this castle full of empty rooms
Our love the captive in the tower never rescued
And all the victory songs
Seem to be playing out of tune
But it's not the way
That it has to be
Don't trade our love for tea and sympathy
'Cause it's not the way
That it has to be
You begin
And all your words fall to the floor and break like china cups
And the waitress grabs a broom and tries to sweep them up
I reach for my tea and slowly drink in
'Cause it's not the way
That it has to be
Don't trade our love for tea and sympathy
'Cause it's not the way
That it has to be
Don't trade our love for tea and sympathy
So fare thee well
Words the bag of leaves that fill my head
I could taste the bitterness and call the waitress instead
She holds the answer, smiles and asks one teaspoon or two
'Cause it's not the way
That it has to be
Don't trade our love for tea and sympathy
'Cause it's not the way
That it has to be
Don't trade our love for tea and sympathy
Don't trade us for tea and sympathy
Don't trade us for tea and Sympathy
We can work it out
Don't trade us for tea and Sympathy
Don't trade us for tea and Sympathy
We can work it out
Don't trade us for tea and Sympathy
We can work it out
oh yeah! i absolutely love 311's Love Song. do you guys know that song? it's in the official soundtrack of 50 first dates. super sweet. :(
gaaaaaaaaaah! what's up with me and stupidass love songs!? haha! i'm such a weirdo... don't get me wrong people... i still think that love is overrated... :)
ciao
bella!
+Saturday, October 15, 2005+
*I GIVE UP!*
damn it... this blog thing is so boring. no one tags, no one updates, no one even bothers to change the about me part... this just goes to show that i can never have a secret blog because truthfully, dudes, its BORING. yes, friends, family, foes, hoes, i admit... i cannot keep a secret blog... it's just simply. hard to grasp the concept of it. why do you need to write it when you're like, the only person who reads it right? i mean, why don't you just store it inside your brain or something...
*don't push it bitch. :)*
no matter what, if you're my friend, i'd defend and back you up. i'll be there to hold your hand... i'll be a shoulder to cry on... i'll agree with you even if you're really wrong... i'll support you no matter what... i'll help you solve your problems... i'll beat up people for you. i'll keep all your secrets, no matter how shallow, bad or stupid it is. i swear, by my soul, i'd do anything humanly possible for you. question though... are you willing to do the same for me?
ugh... nevermind that... moving on... come on dudes... pick up the pace!
VOICE ON THE SIDE
i met this really shy guy through a close friend of mine. he was so shy he barely uttered a single sentence in our conversation! so when he sent me something on valentine's day, i was so surprised. but my surprise turned to complete shock after i saw what he had given me! it was a voice tape telling me how much he liked me. and he even played his favorite love songs! silent waters run deep indeed!
the shy types are always the sweet ones. they may not say a lot but, their minimal actions always have a huge impact. they make up for their lack of courage with their sweetass gestures. they're so creative... *sigh*
*what i don't get is why i constantly need to struggle for your affections...*
I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?
hmm... i dunno... can i get back to you on that?
Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly
really? dang! that person has got to be really flexible!
A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep
Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling through
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true
if we lose our heartaches in dreams, then i hope i just dream forever and never wake up... :)
Some day my prince will come
Some day we'll meet again
And away to his castle we'll go
To be happy forever I know
Some day when spring is here
We'll find our love anew
And the birds will sing
And wedding bells will ring
Some day when my dreams come true
god man, uber bagal naman for my dreams to come true... where's my prince?
ciao
bella!
+Tuesday, September 13, 2005+
this is now my official secret blog... haha! for real this time! no more giving the url out! only my bitches'll know about this thing!
ciao
bella!
+Sunday, September 11, 2005+
ladidahdidah....testing...
ciao
bella!
